You tend to hold yourself to the negative words that you have for yourself, but have you ever noticed that they actually tend to become nearly invisible when you look at all the good things of yourself. You are a survivor you are beautiful, adorable, wonderful and so many such things which enlighten your soul and spread the fragrance of your amazing beauty. So much that the word “ugly” lies completely disappeared in darkness . You hate yourself but look at it, they are so much tiny compared to your wonderful soul. Compared to all the amazing things in you that makes you perfect and beautiful . You are the best in the world don’t let anyone tell you something else you deserve the best and no matter what happens remember, your negative thoughts are sooooo tiny and small compared to the awesomeness of your soul . lots of love to all of you stay strong